emmie isnt here
my mom had to go to the hospital yesterday...we dont know what she has or how long she will have to be there
she doesnt get to see my sister graduate from college, the first of the 4 to do so.
we dont get to have our family christmas dinner
we dont even know if she will be here christmas day
and that makes me horribly sad.
also josh has been acting weird, not calling me, only talking to me when i text him first. and that is kinda sad too.
i miss him. i dont understand why he wont talk to me. i guess he doesnt like me afterall, but then why did he get me such a pretty christmas present?
emmie, i cant wait till you come! your the only thing saving me right now